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yeap another woderful day [17 Apr 2002|03:55pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

well theold journal got a make over or make up oh well who cares right. Well hey everbody and happy trips. Smoke you later. peace

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[20 Mar 2002|06:55pm]
hello everybody, whats up. well I have nothin really to say I just needed to update this shit. Well things are going well with david and my life just might be great for one fuckin moment. Well anyways Hi Nanny whats up girl I called you again on tuesday and guess what you werent home. Get home. well I guess there isnt really anything great to say right now so I'll write later.
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[06 Feb 2002|08:18pm]
i smoke 1 joint cause you left me
i smoked 2 joints cause my family hates me
i smoked 3 joints cause my boyfriend ranaway with the school nurse
i smoked 4 joints cause the world fucked me over
i smoked 5 joints cause my boss sucked satans dick
i smoked 6 joints cause i watched friday to many times
i smoked 7 joints cause my new boyfirend homegrows it
i smoked 8 joints cause my sister always has it
i smoked 9 joints cause i didnt remember how many i smoked before
i smoked 10 joints for everything, everything, everything
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Life is so fuckin crazy but I love it [06 Feb 2002|07:59pm]
well things are actually going right for once in my fuckin dope ass life. Well some things at least Friday I will know if my life will crash before me. And i love my man my man loves me and life is fuckin beautiful. He is wonderful his everything i have wanted and needed. I once beleived that there could never be another after Gavin but if that was love then what is this cause David takes me to another world. NO dis respect to the dead or anything cause Gavin you know Ill always consider you my number one but in two years I have grown away from my depression and fell so deeply in love. Oh my god I cant beleive i just said that this is totally not like me i dont love i dont care aaaahhhhhh what has he done to me. oh well what ever it is I love him for it.
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hellllloooooo you allllllll [16 Jan 2002|02:00pm]
[ mood | sore ]

SO last night very very fun. I think we have set a world record. I have known him 3 weeks and we have done it 17 times. well i dnt no much t say cause i am coming down from my hgh so catcha later all my preety little people. :)

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death will become me [27 Dec 2001|10:03am]
I have such goooooooodddddddd news and no best friend to share in my joy. So nanny it you read this at all I still miss you and i left like a million but it dont matter nothing matters. untill last night or 2:30 this moring. Naaannny I called david at like ten and we hung out untill 3:00 and oh my god dude I am so glad I called him cause he answered a million a one questions last night i bet his neighbors had a very entertaning night. but like oh my god oh my god I went to sleep with a smile and it was still there now and oh my god he is like so sweet and hot and hes all mine hheee heee heee i feel like a stupid little girl but i just cant help it and Nanny theres so much i want to talk about and shit but in time right. well i guess this will be the end. yet just a begining :) :( ANd i still miss my best friend losing her toke a very large toll on my life and so now there is a big hole in my life no matter how happy david makes me. :(
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Life is funny [08 Nov 2001|01:46pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Well yesterday I took my placement test for Mt. Sac. WWwoooooo only three more steps and I will be a college student. Woooo hhooooo. Anyway not yesterday but the day before I went to a show at mt. sac it was the coolest, For petes sake, limitpoint and Save ferris played it was so cool. Anyway yesterday I met this really hot guy, He was taking his test too. Oh man was he hot, but yet i didnt get his name oh well maybe next time or something. Anyways I have to see this thing through with David.Oh and today was so strange my friend signed on and omg this guy that i once thought i loved was online and he gave me this whole stupid story about what happend. I dont know what to beleive I just know I wish things could have been different. And if you read this and you dont know the story about jesse then email me or something and I will tell you. Its a award winning story.

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aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [04 Nov 2001|01:49pm]
[ mood | naughty ]

Well its been awhile since I wrote but oh well. I was going to have a good week with halloween and all cause in my religion its my new year but the person I was going to go out with cancled but hey thats not unusal. But who knows she has just been off in another world with the whole Chris thing. And yet Mandy you still kiss his ass. WWhhhhyyyy?. Anyway Nanny I called David and no one was home so there I did call him. He just is never home. But i'll keep trying cause I really want him. I cant beleive how much he looks like Arron Lewis though thats so crazy. He is so hot David that is but Arron two cause the can be like twins or something. AAAAAhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Today is so cloudy and gloomy just the way I like it and it rained just for my friend Nanny. Lets party in the rain. Go us We are such dorks. But hey thats us. Well I am out so later

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Its toooooooo Fuuuuuuuuccccckkkkkkkiiiinnnnnnnnn early [29 Oct 2001|07:53am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

So I got up today at 5 to go to work but the shipment wasn't there so they said I can come back like at five tonight but then I would have to stay untill one in the moring and get back up at 5 to start tomorrow off. So I said fuck it Ill just go in tomorrow. And I really need some ccccccoooofffffffeeeee. Ahhhhhhh I am dying here help. Well the good thing is I met this guy named Wayne and he is really hot but he is like christian and godly and stuff this is so hard. Oh well will see what will happen with this guy. Oh and Nanny I will call David I just dont know when. Well if this makes no sence or I spelled shit wrong its cause I am fuckin tired, So good night. I love all of you. CCCooooooffffffffeeeeeee eeeeeeeeee please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Some crazy shit right here [24 Oct 2001|11:10am]
[ mood | blank ]

I was up till 4 cause I couldnt sleep and then I started writing some pomes and then I wrote this. Its kind of weird but thats me:

YOU HIDE
NO WAY OUT
YOU SCREAM
YET STILL YOU GO UNHEARD
BLEED YOUR SOUL
WAR BETWEEN THE WORLDS
DESTROY ALL
CUT HIS THROAT THEN
RIP HIS TONGUE OUT FOR STILL SPEAKING
SLASH THROUGH THE FLESH
UNTIL THE WOUND IS WIDE ENOUGH
TO TEAR THE PAIN OUT
THE DEPRESSION EATS AT YOUR SANITY
UNTIL YOUR TEARS TURN TO RAGE
THE VOICES GET LOUDER WITH EVERY STEP YOU TAKE
NOW YOU HAVE THE GUN
JUST PULL THE TRIGGER
CAUSE IN THE END ITS ALL
THE SAME TO ME.

CRAZY HUH

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I am so fuckin happy [22 Oct 2001|12:22pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

Last night was a very weird but crazy night. I was suppose to meet some guy Moe but on the way there I ran into this guy I had met before named David. He is so fuckin hot. Anyway he told me the cutest thing and he was totally serious when he said it. He said "Maybe sometime I'll invite you up to my place and we could drink some beers and I'll show you my record collection" and he was so serious it was so damn cute. Then I went to meet Moe but guess what the fucker didn't even show I waited a fuckin hour cause I felt sorry for his ass. Hey though that didn't get me down cause before that I had the best 20 minutes with David. So for now I'll see this thing through with David.

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[21 Oct 2001|01:25pm]
[ mood | high ]

Well still nothing great to talk about but its still day time and nothing great usually happens during the day. But I did have to go to church which really sucks, but my friends mom made us cause were like evil or something.

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[21 Oct 2001|12:55pm]
Well it still is kind of early so maybe I will have more to say later.
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I finally made a journal [20 Oct 2001|05:06pm]
[ mood | drunk ]

If you come across my journal please leave a comment

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